i used to...

what can i say. time seems to continue to go by without even asking. we only have ten days left in february and then we're in march, march!? my day to day life style hasn't changed one bit in the past two months and yet there are things i noticed i don't do anymore. i used to listen to music. all the time. now i don't seem to listen to it unless i make the time to listen to music, i don't just put it on anymore. i wonder what that means. in a past post i even wrote about how much music meant to me. now it seems like its just another thing in the past. i don't know why i don't listen to it anymore. music is good stuff. i'll have to ponder on it some more. i don't swing on swings anymore. i used to go to crestview all the time, even when i didn't live at home and i'd just visit i would go. i haven't been on a swing in a long time. i don't watch movies like i used to. in fact, i can't remember the last movie i watched on a dvd. i don't write anymore. i used to write, whether it was on my blog or just writing a story, i used to love to write and escape. i don't read for fun anymore. anything i read is for school. the last book i read for fun was peter pan and as good as it was i just couldn't get the desire to read it. i've become a more boring, yet more responsible version of me. at this rate who knows how dull i'll be in just a few short years. goodness i need to move get out and get that crazy sister back in my life before it turns to black and white.